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I have decided I don't like my username anymore. Anyone, friends, who want to continue being friends and/or watching me, here's the link to my new account: yogurt414.deviantart.com/
Thank you for reading this, hope to find out you still watch me:)
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This girl, her name is Amanda Todd.
She posted a video on YouTube a few weeks ago.
She was bullied so bad it led to suicide...

She was in a webcam chat group to meet up with new and old people.

They started calling her Beautiful, Stunning, cute, Etc.
And then they asked her to flash...
She refused, but after a year she gave in, and did.
Thinking it was nothing...
A year went by and some guy she did not know, messaged her saying
"Give me a 'show' or I will send your boobs."
She ignored it.....
Christmas Break came and a knock came on her door at 4 AM.
It was the police...
That person sent the picture to EVERYONE.
Then everyone judged her.
Bullied her.
From ONE MISTAKE.
She ended up switching schools.
That person found out her school, friends, address once again and sent them there too.
The same person had her breasts as his facebook pic.
She had no one.
Everyone hated her.
She ended up switching towns.
Then at this new school....She met this boy who she thought liked her.
He didn't....he had a girlfriend.
One day she got a note saying you better leave school.
She didn't.
A group of boys and girls including that boy, the girlfriend and more came up to her while the school surrounded her.
The girl said "Look around, No one likes you."
One kid from the group said "JUST PUNCH HER ALREADY!" So she did, and Amanda got beat really bad.
And got left.
Alone.
And her dad ended up finding her in a ditch hours later.
She went home and drank bleach, to try to kill herself.
It didn't work.
The next day all over her Facebook page was written
"Drink some more bleach",
"No one cares",
"I hope she dies, "No one would cry", "Everyone hates you", "Amanda try it again we dare you"…and so much more.
She cried every night. Why did everyone hate her.
One mistake.
One.
She started cutting so much and did drugs,and drank alcohol.
She ended up trying to kill herself again.
She failed.
She couldn't take it anymore.
At the end of the video it said "I am Amanda Todd. I just need someone." October 10th she hung herself.

I want people to realize what bullying can cause. This story is TRUE. Look it up on youtube, it will be there. Look up: "Amanda Todd - My Story (Full Video)
She is dead. Rest in paradise, Amanda. You're beautiful. I will find a way to help stop bullying. I will share your story.
Heaven gained an angel. ♥

STOP BULLYING NOW PEOPLE!
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FH Map Info

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So, about my map, AATF (Arizona Animal Testing Facility). Right now, I'm on vacation, in florida, and I only have access to my laptop. (My big computer back home is the map maker I used for AATF) I got the FeralHeart problem fixed, however, I know where the problem came from; I made half of the map on the other computer, then stuck the files into my laptop's feralheart files to finish it when I got here. That's where it went wrong. I think it's because it's a different file, and it messes up my feralheart. So. I WILL finish AATF, but when I get home (Around April, May). I will still be making maps, just not AATF and definitely  NOT importing from other computers. I have come up with an idea to make an okami map pack. I'm a big fan of Okami, and thought it'd be REALLY cool to have a feralheart/okami thing. I'm not a pro map maker, but I will do my best :D
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So, you read the title, here's the first dream from last night;
I'm in the RV camp we go to every winter for holiday (and I'm actually there in real life too now, but in my dream I'm here) and I'm hiding from this certain man in the camp that people think is a pervert because he seems suspicious and seems to like talking to younger girls. Anyhow, I'm hiding from this guy, he sees me and I run, I go into the internet house (pool table, air hockey, internet computers.ect) and lock myself in the bathroom.
-------------DREAM ENDS....next dream;
I'm in an unknown building. sort of a hallway, and I see a black man, bu not as in racist XD, as in you couldn't see his eyes or his mouth, he was just a figure. He turns his head and sees me, and I get scared, I dash into a room and realize I've dashed into a bathroom. There are many stalls, but at the end of the room, there's one that's not a stall, instead, there's a door where the toilet would be. It's an old, ancient looking door, and I open it and go inside, locking it behind me. In the room, it was actually a cave sort of thing, it had a low ceiling, and the floor was hard packed pebbles. The cave's make is curved to the left, and is sloped downhill. There a steps that go up, but follow the cave. I try jumping from step to step, but keep falling, so i give up and walk down instead. Soon, i see a sales rack sort of thing, the ones that spin around. On it, there are square key chains, with animals on them. I look around and spot one with a tiger on it. I pick it off he rack. There's still more to walk down on the cave, but the dream is over.
------------------next dream;
I'm in my bathroom in the trailer here at the camp. My grandma and grandpa are with me, we're not doing anything but talking. Then my grandpa asks for my pocket knife. I ask why, but he doesn't answer. I give him my pocket knife anyways, and he opens the blade and slashes a deep cut across his stomach. He falls to the ground, which isn't even possible in the trailer bathroom because it's so small, so it's like he's on a different floor, he has enough space. He asks me to kill him, but I'm crying and in shock. I keep saying "I can't" Then the dream is over. And I'm awake.
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So, some of you may have heard of the FeralHeart map; Animal Testing Facility. Well, I came up with an animal Testing Facility in Arizona, the canyons. The building will be MUCH bigger (this will take alot of work, so bear with me), and will have three floors: Basement, Floor 1, and Floor 2. There will be a house, a pen for winged animals, and a pen for unwinged animals. I will put a floor plan for the building on deviantART soon.

Sun.Oct.7.12-EDIT: Floor Plan to building on deviantART!
Also, I came up with another idea! A helicopter pad for supplies. Supplies can't get to a canyon by boat or truck, so the only other option...Helicopter!

ESTIMATED TIME FOR MAP COMPLETION: Possibly a week. If I work really hard tomorrow (PD day, due to thanksgiving), and work the four hours I get after school, each day, I might have it done by the end of the week. HOWEVER. The building will take a long time. The walls will have to be placed...ON EACH FLOOR. And the objects in the building, and then the two pens, and the helicopter pad AND the house. If not a week, bear with me here, I'm human, I can only work so fast.

-Mon.Oct.8.12-ANOTHER EDIT: Phew, this project is getting alot of hits...Hope I can finish soon. Now I know it REALLY feels to work...Anyhow. Terrain and mask done. One of the animal pens also done. The terrain took 35 min to make, the mask 15 min. Hope u know how much work this is XD
Also, any object makers out there? I'll need food and water bowls, animal feed, and a helicopter pad object. So far. I might need more objects when i think of them. Pretty please help me out with these objects..I fail at making objects and I don't want to let people down JUST because I didn't have the objects to put in the map. Thanks:)

Tue.Oct9.12-ANOTHER EDIT!: Okay, First Floor and Basement Almost done. Basement: Objects just need to be added, First Floor: The rroms, and objects. Then the second floor and the building will be done..YAY!

ABOUT the objects: STILL NEED AN OBJECT MAKER! I don't want to let anyone down just because I had no objects! Please! I need a sink, helicopter pad, food and water bowls, animal food bags, and some hospital tools. Please, anyone! Work on the objects! I'm begging you!

Wed.Oct.10.2012-EDIT:Floor 2's walls all placed. Now I just need to put in the rooms on floor 1 and 2, then add objects on all three floors, and the building will be complete! Then I'll do the Wingless animal pen, and the house... then the map will be done!
JUST as soon as I get the objects. c'mon people! Isn't there anyone to do the objects for me? I need a sink, helicopter pad, food and water bowls, animal food bags, and some hospital tools.

Sat.Oct.20.2012-EDIT: I came up with a different floor plan, and all walls inside are placed. And the rooms, and the pens. Now, for the objects in the building, and then prepping the download! It should be done on Tuesday because, tomorrow I have to go to a friend's, and Monday is my grandpa's birthday. So, Tuesday is the set date! Yay!

Tues.Oct.23.2012-EDIT: UGH! ANOTHER UNEXPECTED DELAY! My FH crashed and i need to re-download it. NO WORRIES! I saved the map files, and will just plop them into the new FH folder. Delay caused Map to be finished by Monday
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